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Past two days…

I’ve gotten a total of about 6 hours of sleep.

My mom went to the emergency room and then put into ICU.  She has COPD and somehow contracted RSV.

Respiratory syncytial (sin-SISH-uhl) virus, or RSV, is a common respiratory virus that usually causes mild, cold-like symptoms. Most people recover in a week or two, but RSV can be serious, especially for infants and older adults. In fact, RSV is the most common cause of bronchiolitis (inflammation of the small airways in the lung) and pneumonia (infection of the lungs) in children younger than 1 year of age in the United States. It is also a significant cause of respiratory illness in older adults.

COPD and RSV do not play well together.  When she got to the hospital, they put her on a BiPAP machine and would put her on a ventilator as a last resort.

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Male Unit Pics …

Male people, that is 100% NOT CUTE!

Stop that! Please! This is what we see when you send them:


They do not inspire a woman to send you a picture of her Nani or her Boobies.

It does, however, inspire a woman to delete and block you forever and ever or make her want to order a nice plate of Mountain Oysters with a side of lemon.


Filter yourself.

That is all.


Companionship …

… or in my case extreme lack of companionship. I’m a woman of a certain age so I don’t use the term “boyfriend”, it sounds juvenile/weird/creepy to me. I also do not expect someone to be all up my ass 24/7 because I understand that we all have lives. I don’t get jealous because I figure I cannot make a person like/love me and I cannot make a person stay. No one can take anyone away from me unless they want to be taken. I’m pretty easy going the only thing that I ask is that you act like I am alive, pay attention to me just a little bit, take me out and lets have fun. I also ask that you take care of yourself mentally and physically. I have been seening a great guy for couple of years but a series of unfortunate events in his life seems to have seriously altered our relationship. It just isn’t the same.

I hate hate hate starting a conversation with :

“We need to talk.”

But …

Shit, sonofabitch.

I am barely seeing him these days. It started off nice but slowly it started to become one sided. Now I truely believe I will see this person only if I go to their house.

We never just go anywhere anymore and I barely speak with him. I just don’t get the vibe that he is interested in being in a relationship anymore or even think I am worth the effort.

Things seem to have run its course with this one.


Guess I should get the “talk” thing done. I have never been good at breaking up and I am still not sure. But at this point in my life, if it makes me feel bad then it doesn’t serve me anymore. I feel lonely and that makes me feel bad.

Damn it to Hell!

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