Whoa!

Just got notification that I have been accepted for Bagram, Afghanistan. They are anticipating me deploying end of April beginning of May.
Shit! πŸ™
I didn’t think it would be this quick. There is no way that I will be able to get everything in order by then. ALSO…


It would have been different last year. That is when I put my name in to be considered for the Middle East. I will take the weekend to decide if I will ACCEPT or DECLINE. The money would be SO GOOD…but things are a bit different for me these days.


More thoughts on this…
Parents are acting like they are on the back-end of life too…STOP GETTING SICK! πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ I don’t know what I would do if anything happened to either of them and I am stationed Downrange. I would be devastated.
I was also on the verge of a nervous breakdown when I volunteered. TRUST me..I was depressed and lonely. I just wanted to run the hell away from everything and the Middle East would have been the perfect hiding place.
πŸ™
It’s amazing what a year and opening up your heart to options does…I have Barney. Definitely not feeling like running away and hiding anymore.
Don’t know…have a lot of thinking to do about this. This is when I wish I could just go back to being a kid. Have my decisions made for me…grown up shit sucks. πŸ™‚

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