REALLY…
I’m baffled because I am not really trying. It is just happening. I think when I stepped on the scale it did something for me. I don’t weigh as much as I thought I did…THANK GAWD! While is was on the medications I was blowing up like a balloon. The weight gain was unstoppable. It makes me breathe better seeing the scale NOT go upwards but go down to where I was before I started with the anti depression madness.
I think I would like to get back into the shape I was a couple of years ago. I loved the way I looked. My body appreciates being lean and muscular. I am noticing that I am sore a little longer after exercising. My arms and shoulders are sore, the ab workout I did with my Brother yesterday is making itself known as well. I guess that comes with my age. I am definitely seeing results. My clothes are fitting better, I look energized, and I sleep better. OH…and my mind is clear and I am just happy. A great feeling of well-being. Even if I didn’t see any weight loss and toning results…I am just happy to feel GOOD. Been awhile since I have had that particular feeling.
Someone mentioned to me that I am reinventing myself. Nah! Not looking to reinvent the person that I am. I think I am fabulous…just took me a minute to realize it has always been there. I am just improving on the fabulousness that is Robin. 🙂
I am hoping my Brother and I can do another workout together. he keeps me going…he is and always will be “athlete!” LOL…if he reads this he will know what I am talking about..,something my Daddy always said.
So, yeah, I’m leaning up. I’m loving it. I refused to start off my new chapter of my life and my 42nd birthday fat, depressed, and drunk. The Inner Drag Queen in my wont allow it. ;P
Losing Weight!
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