Why must some people be so goddamned hateful?  I just don’t understand it at all.  I treat people the same way that I want to be treated.  I think I’m nice.  So I’m nice to others.  I think anyway.  I guess some folks see a person that is kind as a doormat.  Walk all over them.  Use them for whatever is in their agenda and then toss them aside. 
Jesus.
I’m to the point where I will just become a big ol bitch.  Then maybe people will act differently.  I was told once by someone that I am the nicest person that they have ever met.  If that is true then I am sick to death of being “nice”.  Time for me to embrace the bitch that is screaming and clawing to get to the  surface.  This nice person crap is for the birds.  It doesn’t seem to get me anywhere.  And it is exhausting.   I have a finite exisitance on this World…maybe I should adopt the same selfish attitude that most people have these days.
I have a headache.
/rant 🙁

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2 Comments

  1. Kellie D says:

    You ARE the nicest person I have ever met! You better let that bitch out! Sometimes it’s warranted. 😉

  2. Kookie says:

    I know it is warranted sometimes. These days it is more often than not. I could literally feel the attitude change in me. Just being nice does not work for me. I don’t think I will be a nice person for a long while. Being nice always ends up painful for me.

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