…I REALLY need to give this up.  I smoke entirely too much.  It has gotten worse as the day the husband leaves again grows nearer.  Since I have started exercising again I notice how I feel when I am done.  I don’t want a cigarette …at all.  So I will use this as a way for me to quit the cancer sticks…more exercise…less desire to smoke.
I joined a Bootcamp on the Low Carb Board I visit.  Yep…how original of me…Army Wife doing something that is like being in the Military.  It will motivate me and keep me busy.  I need something to distract me from thinking about the year ahead.  My choices will be different this time…instead of laying on the bed feeling sorry for myself eating a POUND of Peanut M&M’s I will be in the Gym adding years to my life.  They are requiring that I take a before picture…as much as I HATE cameras I will do this since I am part of a team…Crap. I even added a Weight Loss category to this blog…yep, I am gonna try that again. 
I have lots to do today since I have to go back to work on Monday.  I am really looking forward to that…they take it personally when you take time off.  I don’t care…I need the time to decompress before the family becomes a 1 parent household again.  I learned the hard way what happens when you don’t take any time off…
Coming back later with my menu and pics….Ugh!

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